there will be no another love story like us

 okay..

memandangkan Mr. A mau tu tajuk entry..

then,

as you wish sayang..

ada sudah ni..

actually saya pun x tau apa mau isi dalam ni entry..

let me just tell kamu kamu kamu about us..

we've declared as a couple on 29th June 2008..

it was a day before his birthday..

sebelum we both jadi sweet couple (ew. haha)

saya ada boyfriend..

he is 7 years older than me (bluek)

may be masa tu saya masih terlalu budak ba..

so memang dia menipu saya terang-terang pun nda juga saya nampak..

*bodohnya saya

then on 28th night,

saya minta putus..

bukan sebab Mr. A..

tapi memang sayang tu teda suda..

and malam itu juga saya gaduh besar sama sis saya..

b'cuz that guy is actually her boyfriend's bestfriend..

she get really angry and hit me nda tau berapa kali..

and it makes me cry lalu mengadu sama my mom..

*saya memang anak mamy

bila fikir balik,

it was smurfing non-sense ba.

I have my rights to choose whoever I wantto be with.

in fact,

she knows that guy macam mana.

but still she get angry.

and until this second,

 I still don't know the reason why she get mad.

seriously,

it was my first time rasa susah untuk dapat a boyfriend..

I didn't talk to her almost for a week..

tapi I should thank to her.

may be pasal dia buat begitu,

asal saya dan Mr. A hampir2 break,

itu benda pertama saya ingat.

walaupun only last for two years.

itu pun sebab saya buat hal.

saya minta dia kasi tinggal saya..

itu masih dapat juga la diselamatkan..

yang memang nda dapat diselamatkan time ada orang told him saya b'jalan sama orang lain..

yes it's true..

tapi it's not as you think Mr. A.

time tu saya betulbetul marah sebab he don't even give me a chance to explain.

as what I remember,

kami langsung nda b'contact sepanjang a week.

the second week I called him.

saya nangis-nangis call kau kan b ?

it seems like memang x dapat diselamatkan sudah betul.

then saya pun try cari orang lain secepat mungkin.

sebab rasa dia betulbetul sakit.

bila sudah 1 tahun tu..

saya hampir give up sudah tunggu..

bukan lagi hampir.

memang give up sudah.

tapi Mr. A tibatiba muncul balik.

sudah memang rasa dia nda hilang dari dulu.

so why not ?

baru boyfriend saya time tu macam nda rasa kewujudan saya as his girlfriend.

*banyak juga boyfriend ba.

jadi 9th November lepas,

kami pun menyambung kasih yang terputus.

and we live happily ever after.

amin

*triptrip fairy tale dulu baa. =P

::okayPenat::

there will be no another you

he's my friend.

he's my bestfriend.

he's my cinta monyet.

he was my ex,
and he's my soulmate.

I hate him so much.

why ?

he always make me angry.

tersangat angry !

he never fail to make me fall for him.

I always fail to not falling for him.

and that's why I hate him !

but..

most of the time..

eh bukan bukan..

every seconds

every minutes

every hours

every days

every weeks

every months

every years

*oppsy ini overr

okay to make it simple

I always love him in each breath that I take.

*aww

to me,

he is smurfing perfect.

no other guy loves me like he do.

walaupun I've made too much problem sepanjang this relationship.

and I'm so grateful for having you again in my life.

saya sayang you a lot !

dear Mr. A,

saya tau saya banyak buat salah sama you.

and I should admit that I'm the stupid person in this world sebab pernah buat you benci sama saya.

I'm very sorry for my imperfection.

saya mau say thank you sama you sebab apa pun saya sudah buat sama you,

kasi sakit hati you,
nda dengar cakap you,

kasi tinggal you untuk orang lain,

selalu marahmarah you,
bila you marah,
saya marah balik,
selalu buat you kalah
*ini kes bila saya rasa saya sentiasa betul

tapi you still want me to be part of your life.

and I wish I'll always be the part of your life untuk  my lifetime.

saya mau you tau,

berapa banyak pun lelaki yang pernah ada dalam hidup saya selama 1 tahun,

non of them can replace your position.

whenever I received a text (di celcom),

I was hoping that it is you.

*betul ni b

whenever I have problem with the stupid boy out there,

you are the first person that pop-up in my mind.

saya terharu bila you cakap cinta you 100%. =')

you the only one yang tau banyak
eh
sangat banyak pasal saya.
thank you sangat-sangat sebab sabar sama saya.
*dari dulu sampai saat dan ketika ini.
sangat jarang dengar you mengeluh
*nda tau la blakang2 kaaan ? =P
thank you sebab care sama saya.
thank you buat saya happy bila saya sedih.
thank you walaupun saya sudah tipu you, tapi you masih percaya sama saya.
you are my past, my present and I hope you will be there in my future.
Love you so much sayang. <3

benci you !

dear handphone sony ku,

kenapa kau suka betul cari pasal sama saya ?

suka betul kau stuck-stuck sana.

baru lain orang tekan,

lain kau respon.

kalau kau ni living thing,

memang kau kena cakap budu oh.

betul.

tolong jangan buat saya panas okay ?

or else,

saya hempas kau di lantai.

biar tamat riwayat hidup kau !

beli mahal-mahal.

tapi macam x guna !

phuik !

lembab !

::w8buatSayaPanas::

happy birthday pumpkin

ada orang tu..

dia birthday hari ni..

baru orang call2 jam12,

nda kena sambut ni.

maka baru mo test suara.

hahaha

*ya ba.. tau ko tidur.. :P

anyway,

wish you Happy birthday,

Merry Christmas,

&

Happy New Year..

semoga you dapat banyak birthday present,

dapat banyak Christmas present,

dan..

***** bagi..

bagi apa tu ?

yang d JP tu ba..

hahahaha

xoxo

oh ya oh ya oh ya.

semoga you cepat selim macam saya. 

*kononnya

time cuti jangan moginum banyak-banyak.

jangan makan ngok ngok seja.

lagi lagi lagi,

pesanan c Ms yang mcm nama you,

"don't get laid"

hahahaha

*google translate seja.

out of control

I miss my childhood a lot.

paling pun kau gaduh sama kawan-kawan pasal mainan.

tapi kalau budak-budak gaduh,

kejap ja kn ?

jarang betul lama.

 cuba bila sudah besar ni.

sudah teenage orang bilang..

isu kecik pun boleh jadi besar..

sebab ?

demand.

hm.

tolong la.

nama pelajar U.

tapi fikiran masih budak-budak nursery.

please.

jangan bikin malu.

bukan saya cakap saya ni matang ka pandai b'fikir ka apa.

tapi at least saya x cakap benda yang saya x mampu hurai.

kau tu mampu hurai satu benda tapi huraian kau huraian tahap sekolah rendah punya huraian.

jangan badan ja besar tapi fikiran sempit !

makcik, you buat I panas.

I don't bloody care you tu orang tua atau apa.

for me you must respect everyone of the living and non-living thing.

kau tau ka pasal kau la kereta tu masuk dalam longkang ?

then kau langsung xda say sorry pun.

punya F.

tolong la.

bak kata P.Ramlee,

bapa mertua harus hormat pada menantu sebab bapa mertua dah tua, tak lama lagi dia akan mati. dan menantu yang akan mewarisi hartanya

what you get from the statement above ?

kereta dia masuk longkang sebab mau elak dari terlanggar kereta buruk kau yang menghalang dia dari keluar daripada parking.

baru tu kau masih cakap 

"saya ingat kamu terlanggar kereta saya"
phuik !

"macam mana boleh masuk sana tu ?"

eee kesian saya sama kau macik.

nda pandai pikir ni.

kau tingu parking kau macam mana baru kau tanya ba.

sudah kereta dia hanya dapat keluar bila kau kasi pindah kereta kau.

and we are in rush sebab ada class.

kau boleh-boleh bagi jelingan sial kau tu sama kami ?

pakai baju formal.

baju kurung abis.

macam orang kerja professional.

tapi x sangka you act like uneducated people.

kesian ni !

p/s : saya x bermaksud untuk kurang ajar tapi that is just SANGAT MELAMPAU !

is this too complicated ?

first of all,

I'm sorry if this entry is too over.

I just wanna share some story to all of you..

bukan some..

A story..

I'm confuse actually to those who love to post maki-maki punya status di fb..

baru tu yang di maki kawan sendiri lagi..

then siap buat :

p/s : siapa makan cili dia yang terasa pedas

adui..

tolong la..

patutnya kita ni sudah cukup umur untuk guna akal fikiran dengan betul..

bukan saling memaki di facebook..

pointless !

may be you can still panggil saya budak belasan tahun..

but before you talk,

fikir sikit.

layakkah kau panggil saya begitu sedangkan fikiran kau lebih sempit dan cetek dari saya ?

nonsense

always negative.

forthefucking kau ni 22 years old ?

adik saya form 3 lebih pandai bepikir dari kau ni.

dear girls outside there yang menanti turn untuk dapat sayang saya.

Go ahead.

silakan tunggu.

kau lebih-lebih pun x pa.

I'm not going to text you then maki-maki.

paling pun you going to face me.

depan-depan lagi baik ba kn ?

that's how we deal with each other.

bukan dengan cara maki-maki d handphone atau facebook.

walhal satu kelas.

hm.

otak letak mana sayang ?

we're not born to be stupid.

guna la akal and fikiran tu baik-baik.

::oppsy::

suddenly

kalau juga tiba-tiba it turns macam ni kan.

serba teda-teda ba.

tapi entah.

sometimes we turn to be more emotional.

it's normal right ?

should I do an appointment to have any treatment ?

treatment to control temper may be.

fhew ~

I can't handle my own feeling.

then why should others expect me to handle theirs ?

now I know why most of them choose to be single.

-.-

and I afraid it will be the second time.

::theWayItShouldBe::

I don't get it

I've spent my last Saturday with the most stupid activity ever !

it is compulsory for every part 4 student to join it.

hiking a hill yang saya pn x tau berapa tingginya.

hiking that hill is nothing actually.

but the problem is :

1. jalan yang kami guna untuk naik bukit itu actually bukan jalan orang.

2. no safety provided AT ALL.

3. the guide - irresponsible

4. we've been ask to do stupid activity on top of the hill - angkat ahli kumpulan di atas pengusung and turun.

5. it was raining

x boleh fikir logik ka ?

we're not here to be a soldier.

kami x di sini untuk mempertaruhkan nyawa kami.

kalau pun mau buat aktiviti,

boleh ka nda buat aktiviti buang masa macam tu ?

honestly,

I GOT NOTHING AT THE END OF THE POINT.

langsung xda ciri-ciri keselamatan yang kamu sediakan.

suruh jalan masa hujan.

bukit licin.

nonsense !

patutlah susah sangat kita mau maju.

you yourself sendiri nda pandai fikir rasional.

sandi !

sangat buang masa.

wasting time.

wasting my precious time !

huh !

seniorita ?

ada apa la jadi senior ?

boleh minta puji la ?

time saya masih bergelar freshie dan junior,

memang saya selalu sakit hati dengan senior..

kadang senior ni bikin sakit hati..

dorang buat apa yang dorang suka..

nda dorang fikir hati kami yang junior ni..

kadang-kadang marah orang bila nda tegur dorang..

bila fikir balik,

kalau kita x tegur dorang,

jatuh ka pointer dorang tu ah ?

konfius o..

tapi bila suda jadi senior ni..

macam nampak la juga kawan-kawan yang terlebih over..

ada apa la ba sangat pegang gelaran senior tu kan ?

kita ni hidup dalam U bukan mau tunggu jadi senior..

untuk grade dengan cemerlang ba..

tapi tu la..

bila kita fikir bgini kan,

junior ambik kesempatan ba..

bukan apa la..

kalau perlu pinjam buku ka,

minta notes,

baru mau baik2..

tapi kalau xda keperluan,

mata menjeling sampai mau juling..

kita ni sama rata ba..

mati ka hormat each other ?

tulung la.

sudah ambik kos yang memerlukan kita berkomunikasi sama orang.

baru tu fakulti suda ajar kalau jumpa siapa-siapa,

biasakan diri untuk great..

ini mcm apa ja..

is this what they call BODOH SOMBONG ?

duh ~

annoying !

I just want to be the only one

sometimes

I wonder..

why people hold on too long on something that they don't deserve to.

chances mungkin boleh di bagi ba.

once.

or twice.

tapi kalau sudah masuk twice tu,

tapi masih buat hal,

hm.

sorry will meant nothing.

orang bilang kan,

x lari gunung di kejar ba..

so don't be afraid to let go if you can't stand for it..

mana la tau it's the only way untuk kasi bagus balik your relationship ka..

kan ?

huh ~

ntah la.

macammacam dunia skg ni. -.-

if someone really want you in their life,

patutnya kita x perlu risau la kan ?

walaupun tibatiba ada beyonce, shakira atau apa datang depan mata,

you shouldn't be worry..

because if he do loves you,

he wouldn't turn to anybody else.

once he turn,

then let it go.

simple kan ?

dear GOD

if I can't have what I want,

at least made me want what I have.

please

hurm

avoiding negative thought.

I'm back

alolo..

kesian ni blog..

semenjak buka sem baru ni jarang betul ada masa ba untuk ni blog..

sendiri-sendiri la kau ah sayang buat masa ni..

I'm too busy..

*besa la.. seniorita kan.. haha

I need to memorize million of 3-letter code..

global indicators..

familiar with the map..

fuh ~

merantau satu dunia saya ni nda lama ! -.-

baru tu,

memang I have problem in memorizing..

I've told yo before right..

I'm not very good in memorizing..

sakit otak eh !

dear 4 credit hours subjects..

please be good to me okay ?

musuh jangan di cari. :P

anyway,

you !

no,

not you.

you !

yeah you !

we are normal human being..

both of us is woman..

and we know exactly what we want in each of our relationship..

ya la..

orang bilang selagi belum kawin,

selagi tu la dia masih boleh jadi milik orang lain.

alaa I don't care about that statement.

what I really care is about my relationship.

I don't need any third party.

and I believe you would think the same.

so ?

jangan buat benda yang you x mau orang buat dengan you.

because karma is always ready for any of your action. TITIK

respect people as how you want to be respected

sometimes we forget.

who we are ?

where we come from ?

sampai kita rasa macam kita lah orang yang terbaik di dunia.

kita cakap orang suka hati.

bullshit, rubbish, WTF

bila orang buat salah,

kita x bagi dia peluang untuk dia betulkan kesalahan dia.

terus terus maki hamun keluar.

we are all normal human being right ?

kau fikir kau lahir ja,

boleh berlari-lari sudah di padang ?

tidak kan ?

so ?

over acting you !

if you have a company.

kau kepala dalam company itu.

kalau kau sukasuka cakap ikut suka hati kau,

kau fikir lama ka pekerja kau tahan ?

apa lagi kalau yang masih dalam learning process..

sudah nama learning process..

jadi kenapa juga mau marah kalau orang buat salah untuk kali pertama ?

orang first time buat salah,

kau mula maki maki.

the problem is,

kau minta kami hormat kau.

cuba fikir.

macam mana mau hormat orang yang x hormat dengan orang lain ?

I DON'T BLOODY CARE WHO YOU ARE.

as long as you are normal human being,

then we are the same.

tidak seinchi pun kurang.

yang membezakan kau dengan kami cuma ilmu.

but we pay to get the knowledge.

think twice.

are we deserve to get that CRAP ?

tidak salah menjadi orang yang tegas.

but at least biar lah bertempat.

I hope karma will slap you.

so get ready.

orang bilang katakata itu doa.

jadi kalau kami setiap hari di doakan dengan benda yang x baik,

what will happen to us ?

just imagine if your son or daughter in our place.

saya pasti kau pun x mau dorang kena buat begini kan ?

that's why orang bilang.

think before act because what goes around will always comes around.

::CeritaDiKedaiKopi::

I'm not perfect and I never be

saya cepat marah.

saya suka marah.

saya suka teriak.

saya ada suara yang nyaring.

saya mudah penat.

saya cepat sakit bila kena panas.

saya mudah jatuh cinta.

saya jarang senyum.

I hate it when I lose in an argument.

I love gossip too much.

I enjoy sleeping and eating.

I'm big but not obess..

I can't handle my own feeling.

saya anak yang kasar.

saya gepren yang sangat kasar.

I have problem with my hearing.

I can't hear very well.

That's why I have a very loud voice.

I look very pale without my make-up on.

I don't have good memory.

I can't even memorize my own cellphone number.

I'm selfish most of time.

I'm not as patient as you think.

I need a very long time to forgive people.

I always think that I'm always right.

ouch

ni I bagi you masa untuk diri you sendiri..

lain kali x payah lah tanya kalau rasa sudah ada jawapan sendiri..

nda payah minta benar kalau x mau terima jawapan orang macam mana..

you buat la hal you..

I buat hal I..

baru x payah banyak fikir kan ?

kenapa ?

mengada-ngada ka me mau minta di layan seja ?

if you want to have your own life,

bagus nda payah kasi mula dari dulu ba..

if you want to act single,

then x payah in a relationship..

kalau you rasa I ni selfish,

up to you la..

I don't care..

dari hari tu ba..

asal b'call,

malar sekejap..

malar sekejap..

semalam suruh tidur 11.20..

jadi patut ada 20 mins la kan ?

ni xda ni ba..

sebab sekejaappp ja kan balik2 ?

then skg mau main game..

main la kau sampai kau puas ba..

telan sekali tu game kalau dapat..

x payah susah-susah minta benar lagi lain kali..

KBAI

I miss him

over juga tabah saya ni..

nasib juga skg zaman teknologi ba..

nda lagi guna burung merpati untuk b'kontek..

haha

macam couple sama handphone ba saya ni..

malar melekat sama handphone..

kesian kan ?

=P

dalam-dalam cerita saya rindu dia ni,

ada juga ni yang mau join2 rindu dia..

kan girl ?

nda pa la..

bagi chan kau rasa kau b'text sama dia..

okay ba tu..

tapi kalau kau mau rasa jadi number dua..

hm..

simpan-simpan dulu rasa tu ah..

saya belum berminat mau tambah-tambah madu ni skg..

kau nampak tu kan sayang ?

kau baca tu kan ?

jadi jangan dulu kau mimpi-mimpi mau banyak bini ah..

ingatingat dulu tu 5 yang belum cukup..

hahaha

::sayangYouAlot,RinduYouTooMuch::

jadi kau fikir kau hebat ?

kehadapan perempuan yang sedang saya text sekarang..

you fikir you ni text-ing with my boy la ?

bukan juga saya kedekut nda mau share ba..

tapi you pun pompuan..

mustahil you x faham perasaan pompuan..

kalau you,

you mau ka boyfriend you b'text sama orang lain ?

baru tu mau jadi nombor dua lagi..

OVERNYA YOU !

siap mengaku you ni bini muda..

siap cemburu-cemburu lagi..

duh ~

baru di layan sikit,

sudah lebih-lebih..

ew.

maka orang yang kau sedang text ni,

orang yang kau anggap bini tua !

bongol

I just hate sharing my man with another b*t**

for those who interested with him,

I encourage you keep it on..

warm reminder for you,

whatever you did,

he will always be mine..

ALWAYS

btw

you should be aware that your time is OVER..

jadi kenapa lagi kau text-text dia sana ?

duh ~

the one who text-ing with you is his GIRL..

so don't be too proud..

itu bukan kejayaan tu..

itu satu kesilapan BESAR !

WTF ?

dapat kotak dari my friend last friday..
hairan la juga..
then I ask her "untuk apa ni ?"
trus dia bilang "kawan saya yang bagi ni..dia cakap dia pn x tau dari sepa..dia bagi ja tu"
jadi saya cakap okay ja la..
bila saya tgk dalamnya,
ada patung ntah anjing ka bear ka..
then ada la memory card dalamnya..
bila sudah tgk memory card tu,
phuik !
seperti yang di sangka !
sorry la boy..
hari tu kau cakap kau x mau ganggu saya lagi..
janji pula tu..
janji apa la tu ?
F*ck off !
jangan kau ingat kau buat begitu,
boleh buat saya cair okay ?
makin benci adalah.
betapa saya menyampah ada orang yang obses !
buat saya sakit jiwa !
macam x boleh tgk org senang..
malar mengganggu mental..
time exam, mengganggu
time cuti, mengganggu,
time orang baru mula sem pun mengganggu
hairan !
benci !
meluat !

Line Kuning

memang indah khabar dari rupa la ?

I will follow you la sangat kan ?

kalau hampir tiap hari system down,

apa la maksud ?

itu sim kad mau di kasi patah ?

what kind of service oh begini ?

we pay you ba..

kalau malar begini,

kenapa kamu janji "the best choice" ?

answer me please wahai toyol kuning..

x payah buat iklan gempaq-gempaq kalau hasil memang x seberapa !

memang tiada yang boleh di percaya lagi ba di dunia ni skarang..

semua menipu untuk kaya..

siapa paling hebat menipu,

dia la kaya..

kan toyol ?

WORST SERVICE EVER !

PHUI

I just mean it too much !

sorry la you..

orang sudah cakap kan x rajin b'gurau..

I'm not in a good mood..

kepala saya pusing..

kau lagi menguji kesabaran saya..

you fikir saya ni apa ?

suka suka hati kau seja la mau cakap apa sama saya ?

kalau saya cakap x lucu,

MEMANG X LUCU !

don't you dare main main sama orang yang PMS-ing !

::HatiPalingPanas::

proud to be your daughter dad !

I have someone..

who always care about me..

who get worry when I'm getting older..

who always motivate me..

who told me that money isn't everything..

who told me the meaning of life..

who told me the importance of knowledge..

He is my idol..

he told me a story before..

when he still in his high school,

he was the most 'beloved' student.. 

the seniors always ask him to wash their clothes,

iron their clothes..

in other words,

he always being bullied by them..

after 35years..

guess what ?

now he is one of the executive officer

and the bullies are the unemployed people..

as saying goes

what goes around,

comes around..

the most embarrassing part is

he still remember the bullies..

naaa..

malu kan ?

"he" in this entry is refers to my hero who I called

DADDY

::LoveHim'TillMyLastBreath,Swear::