there's always that one person in your class who is TROUBLESOME

a girl who never failed to entertain the whole class with her stupidity.

she complains every single things on her facebook.

and we're like "duh.doesn't she has friend to listen to her?"

this chronic complainer in our class is totally annoying !
she never failed making trouble in our class since we are in the first semester.
she made the history by scolding those senior who lead us in a performance.
i think she do that because she think she is older than the senior.
but bitc*h please.
they are the one who step in the uni life first.
so they might know something that we don't know.
besides, is it wrong to have some respect to others?
your facebook's statuses are all about people who've made mistakes.
and you keep complaining about them in the facebook.
what?
you think you are perfect enough to judge?
you keep mentioning about "if this is your attitude, how will you survive in the workplace?"
f*uck off fat lady.
are you telling us that you will become a good employee and we're not?
you should look at the mirror !
while the lecturer is giving his lecture in front of the class,
you are very busy with other subject's assignment.
so is that the kind of attitude that will make you survive in the workplace later?
one more thing.
RESPECT is not only a word.
it is an action that we need to apply in our daily basis.
if you don't have this "respect",
you'll get famous not because your work but because of your ugly attitude.
have a life girl.
you are far from being perfect.
so please, act like one!

it's great to have awesome people around you !

bad things,

stupid things,

unworthy things,

bullshit things,

yeah, it happens.

but it's not the excuses to be weak.

kan kan kan?

we've finished one presentation.

3 more.

I've learned a lot in those projects.

most of the time,

I've learned much about patience.

it's not easy working in a group.

to accept others opinion.

to deal with each of the group members' attitude.

but the worst part is when group members started having conflict between them.

thank God it's not in our group.

and guess what?

all of us having fun right after finished the presentation.

hoho

super double thumbs up !

'cuz I'm just an option

he said "i love you"..

but he break my heart..

is the way he show his love?

oh that's so sweet. :D

i'm not perfect.

neither u.

in fact nobody's perfect.

don't make me fall in love if you never wish to catch me.

i wonder.

am i just an option?

bila dia suka, dia datang.

bila dia bosan, dia hilang.

and i just sitting here waiting for him whether he will come or not.

ops.

okay now i know.

i'm not an option actually.

i'm the stupid girl who trust on someone easily.

ew silly me.

this is the second time and just like before, he never cares.

so i think twice is enough.

why do i need to hurt myself for the same bullshit reason?

the fact is, we're not meant to be together.

btw, thank you 'cuz make me looks stupid in the past few months.

i'm not blaming u 'cuz i know it's my own fault.

the next girl must be very lucky. ;)

#lifeGoesOn

why everything became more tougher ?

mula-mula terkejar sana sini untuk cari tempat praktikal.

belum pun jumpa,

tiba-tiba di inform resume hantar next tuesday.

WTH ?

can I transform myself as a robot?

=.=

baru masa pun macam cepat ja berlalu.

am I wasting too much time on unimportant things?

I guess so.

*lain juga cerita*

if I ask any of you,

are you able to answer me?

is it a big matter when you're single?

I think single is much more better than being in a relationship with some premature person.

and I think,

I've made the same mistake AGAIN.

next time,

I'll make sure that I'm in a REALationship

and NOT relationSHIT.

::itCloseEnough::

that tiring evening

saya sedang tidur ni..
tidur..
tidur...
ya la penat kan..
and tiba-tiba t'bangun..
masa tu almost 7 sudah..
t'bangun 'cuz t'kejut..
saya mimpi ini..
*that red colour scared me.haha*
okay okay..
sambung pasal mimpi..
saya mimpi begini..
saya and few others friends mau jalan..
lupa jalan p mana..
then kami ni singgah p 1 apartment untuk ambik sorg kawan ni la..
si kawan yang driving ni tunggu di kawasan luar tu apartment ja..
and dalam mimpi tu tiba-tiba saya keluar dari kereta.
kira mau hirup-hirup udara segar konon kan..
then saya nampak ni dua lelaki berjalan ke arah saya.*eh formal pula bahasa*
so drg jalan p tempat saya n I tot dorang saja2 mau lalu..
tapi tapi tapi..
tiba-tiba sorang lelaki tu kasi keluar samurai and letak di pinggang saya.
yang sorang lagi letak dua parang di leher saya (kira macam sebelah menyebelah la).
dalam mimpi tu, kawan-kawan yang ada sana pun nda dapat tolong.
saya pun mula buka dompet, and saya rasa tu parang yang di leher buat saya x dapat b'nafas.
belum sempat saya bagi duit, trus saya t'bangun..
t'bangun pun memang sesak nafas sudah..
phew.
patutlah nda boleh tidur waktu2 petang..
takut !

kenapa orang sekarang?

kadang-kadang saya hairan.

sangat hairan.

why?

those people yang cakap "ui kencang juga muka ko ni. senyum ba sikit"

I was like *duh*

masa tu I was walking from the car park to our class and no one was there.

tiada orang duduk-duduk di tepi saya.

ada pun orang yang 50M away from me.

saya senyum pun belum tentu dorang nampak kan.

ya la.

mana la tau rabun.

sia-sia senyuman I.

hahah

tapi tu lah...

tiada pun orang di sana.

mau senyum buat apa?

nanti kena cakap gila lagi.

bila orang buat muka relax pula, orang yang 50M nampak trus tegur "ui kencang juga."

=.=

cuba kalau kau,

b'jalan di bawah matahari paling terik, mata kau jadi silau and t'kecil.

uols rasa uols senyum-senyum lagi b'jalan?

I guess tidak la tu.

whatever it is, if any of you want to tag me with this word ----> *sombong*

it's up to you.

that's mean you don't know me and you don't need to know me.

Re-Read older post

wah.. macam banyak masa betul p membaca entries dolu-dolu..

haha

ada entry yang buat saya ketawa tiba-iba,

ada entry buat saya emosi,

ada entry buat saya PALING EMOSI.

kinda funny juga la 'cuz I wrote all the entries when I was Very happy, Very sad, Very angry..

orang bilang the emotion is there.

jadi you tekan-tekan keyboard ikut suka hati,

kasi lepas geram itu ini.

you x tau pun apa you mengarut.

bila baca balik, pandai malu sendiri.

haha

nasib time senyum-senyum tadi xda orang di bilik.

kalau ada di cakap gila sudah tu.

haha

tapi...

have you ever heard this :

"listen to people when they're angry, because that's the real truth comes out"

pernahkan pernahkan ?
jadi kepada orang yang rasa dia selalu cari pasal n mau tau apa saya rasa, make me angry ! xD
so I rasa...
I have my right to spell out what's on my mind right?
whether you want to take it or not,
it's your choice.
if you think you're not with me in my opinion,
kindly share with me your opinion.
but still, you need to watch out your words.
jangan cakap x tentu-tentu dan x masuk akal.
explain with facts !
*mula mengarut entah apa-apa*
=.="

He inspired me

Tan Sri Tony Fernandes was spending his little time at my uni.

the moment when he step in to the hall,

all of the students were screaming *I mean applause* 

he didn't wear a formal attire *just like others tan sri do*

he wear a white t-shirt and jeans with his cap on.

but he still looks great.

he share some of his experience in the beginning of  his airline business.

it's kinda tough !

he also told us how he can be very successful now.

yes.

He's the one who deserves to be respect !

may he will be more success and achieve all his dream in future.

by the way,

about ten people are lucky to have free ticket to see QPR vs Sabah.

and two people are lucky to have their air ticket to London.

and for sure,

I'm not the lucky one.

haha

anyway, the two hours time with Tan Sri Tony Fernandes was worth it ! *clap*

Musim apa ini?

sekarang semua tweet/ post pasal "sakit".

sakit perut, sakit kepala, sakit hati pun ada juga.

sama la macam I.

sakit tetibe.

*eh? sorry. I'm Sabahan actually*

sekarang ni pun kepala tengah sakit

*tapi masih berkeras duduk depan lappy*

hidung t'sumbat pula.

=.="

this saturday ada academic trrip.

kalau x sihat-sihat juga besok,

macam mana mau enjoy nanti kan ?

huaarrggghhh !

cobaaannnn !

the story behind today's date

so how to start?

the story of 2008.

where for the first time in my life I think it's hurt to struggle for someone.

the sad part is,

after few years,

no one knows what it feels like except you.

no one appreciate what have you did to be in this "comfortable place".

the longer you've been together,

you should able to understand them more.

that's how it should be.

but what happen now?

everything turns upside down.

and now,

no one wants to put up an effort on it. 

well,

I've done my part so I think it's enough.

when it's not meant to be together,

what else can you do?

have faith in Him.

ciri-ciri orang bikin panas

orang cakap baik-baik dengan dia,

dia buat taik dengan kita.

when you need him the most,

he never there.

he was too busy with his stuff.

orang cakap,

bila dia suka,

dia datang.

bila dia x suka,

dia hilang.

I don't appreciate this type of people.

satu lagi.

when you ask 

"are you playing games?"

he replied

"no,i'm not"

after a while,

"yes, I'm playing games"

fu boy.

menyampah I.

bye selfish

simple but perfect

hey !

it's been a long time not updating this Mr. Blog.

I don't have class for every Thursday so I just sit in front of this blue lappy,

and write something in this blog.

so what's the story?

well..

I saw in my FB timeline,

in my twitter timeline,

lot of them keep saying about truth and lie.

about trust.

about relationship.

about friendship.

about scandal.

ops.

in my humble opinion,

if you want to see whether the one who is talking to you is saying the truth /not,

communicate with him/her face to face.

see his/her body language and keep focusing on his/her eyes.

but for me,

I think I don't have to do this because I'm good in lying so I know when people lie.

some saying says "A lie will not work with liar"

how about trust?

once they lie to you,

never trust them.

if your boyfriend lie to you,

you don't need to push yourself to trust them.

'cuz real man didn't lie to his girl.

what else?

relationship?

I think I shouldn't talk about this 'cuz I don't believe in this anymore.

friendship?

yes friendship.

we need friends.

to listen our problem.

to help us.

to teach us.

to laugh with us.

to spend our time together.

ya that's friendship.

I think I love friendship more than relationship.

if you fight with your friends,

you'll okay few minutes later.

but when you fight with you boy/girl,

both of you will not talk to each other anymore.

so girls,

don't find a boy to be your boyfriend.

find a man.

boys love you 'cuz there's something that they need from you.

man need you in his life 'cuz they love you.

so be smart.

don't let love make you blind.

::Love Myself So Much::

the annoying moment

Perasaan yang menyakitkan hati bila tiba-tiba ingat di rumah.
Mom, I'm homesick.
huhu
a very busy semester.
and a very tiring sem.
baru second week and I'm like "can I do this?"
Oh Lord,
give me strength to face this.
I wonder when I have free time to go back to my hometown.
seriously, I miss them so much.
I miss my family !
mamyyyy, take me home !!!!

waking up too early

Mr A is on his way to his uni.

and I'm waking up on 4 in the morning.

that's weird !

I don't want to waste my time so I decided to do some research about our group project.

it's about designing a wedding package.

sound like interesting but it's kinda hard.

huh.

never mind.

this is the last semester before we go to our practical training.

and now I'm facebook-ing, twitter-ing

and also updating this blogg !

I have 16weeks for this semester.

it kinda long sem.

because we only have 14weeks in the previous sem.

I hope I can manage my time wisely.

-okay. motivating my own-self.-

by the way Mr. A,

I think this is nonsense.

you know why ?

cuz I miss you !

-.-

huh

missing you is the most annoying feelings ever !

oh hey boo !

you should bring me dozen of roses next time.

eh ?

no no no.

I think beads pillow is more interesting.

hurmmm...

perfect enough to judge ?

hmmm people nowadays...

mau cakap cantik sampai layak jadi miss universe pun nda juga,

somel macam sin chan pun x juga,

manis pun tiada.

tapi x habis-habis kutuk orang di facebook.

memang banyak orang guna photoshop skrg edit gambar.

kasi lawa kn.

jadi semua skrg nampak fake.

yes I admit it.

tapi macam kau cakap x serupa bikin.

suda la senyuman d gambar fake.

baru t'lebih edit lagi gambar.

ada hati mau cakap orang lain.

talk to the hand la girl !

hei you lagi !

post-post gambar orang lain,

cakap itu ini pasal tu orang,

hina muka tu orang,

ada dia minta dilahirkan begitu ?!

tolonglah !

jenis manusia apa anda semua ni ?

cakap x tentu-tentu.

eff !

mereka yang bicara sesuka hati mereka

hei ho hei ho

assalamualaikum w.t.b. 

cerita di kedai kopi pada hari ini :

recently,

my facebook's timeline was full with useless thing.

okay.

what I mean is,

kisah rumah tangga artis, kisah dalam selimut, kisah itu, kisah ini,

kadang-kadang siap buat caption dekat artikel tu "18SX"

tolonglah.

kau ingat yang guna FB tu semua budak umur 18tahun ke atas ?

please deh.

kalau tegur lagu orang bukan main lagi.

tapi diri sendiri ?

kisah yang tidak sepatutnya digembar-gemburkan menjadi bualan paling hangat pula.

cheh.

what type of person are you ????

fakta di putar belitkan.

yang sulit menjadi umum.

kebaikan di salah erti.

gimana mau maju kalau gini caranya ?

coba dong.

mikir ya pakai akal.

jangan ngacok !

percuma dong iklan-iklan di tv yang lagi ngempen soal nilai murni.

sana sini fitnah.

sana sini menghina.

eh !

please respect each other

okay..

how to start ?

ehem ehem.

the story is like...

urm..

okay..

I'm a daughter of the business owner..

as the daughter,

I always represent her in the work place.

that's mean,

when she's not around,

I'm the one who will have the authority to give instruction to the workers.

the sad thing is,

they never respect me.

whenever I give an instruction,

they were like fooling around.

not sure if they're just fooling around or they are fool.

our business hour start from 0900-1700.

but they came to work on 1000 and went back on 1630.

I don't think it's fair.

oh one more thing,

they keep trying to search for a government job.

HELL-O ?

do you think with that kind of attitude,

all of you able to get the job ?

sorry to say la ladies.

if you want to change your future,

make sure you change you attitude first !

miss you #stk

aw..

lamanya x update..

miss you so much encikB !

I mean encik blogg ok ?

oppss..

assalamualaikum reader..

and oh..

hi stalker !

cerita malam ini...

handsome + beriman + kaya + baik budi bahasa = wow ! 10 stars !

handsome + beriman + x kaya + baik budi bahasa = great !

tak handsome + beriman + x kaya + baik budi bahasa = super great !

tak handsome + x beriman + x kaya + xda budi bahasa = buuuuuu !

orang cakap cinta x pandang paras rupa. (dah mulo dahh :P)

orang cakap x kaya harta x pa, yang penting kaya budi bahasa.

in fact,

harta di dunia boleh cari.

tapi saya rasa xda orang yang mampu beli budi bahasa.

am I right ?

Raihan bilang iman adalah mutiara.

dan iman x boleh diwarisi.

I'm not good enough to talk about 'iman'.

but one thing to be sure of,

I wish for a husband who have this 'iman' to guide me.

to be a better person.

aamiin..

jangan pernah menyusahkan orang awam

suka minum minuman beralkohol ?

cara paling baik,

cari tempat yang bukan awam.

seperti di rumah sendiri,

dapur sendiri

atau di pub pub.

sila jangan minum arak di taman bunga !

taman-taman itu bukan tempat minum arak !

rasional ?

itu menyusahkan orang awam !

lagi satu,

bila sudah mabuk,

kau rasa ni dunia kau yang punya.

walhal bukan milik kau pun !

kau melintas jalan raya macam kau ada bayar roadtax.

baru kau buat muka kebal lagi !

phui !

if I can hit you without having problem,

trust me,

I WILL !

muka yang hodoh boleh nampak handsome bila berperangai baik,

tapi muka yang hodoh akan lebih lebih extra HODOH bila berperangai BURUK !

kau la paling pakej boy. muka bida, moginum lagi, trip kabalan lagi.

fffffuuuu

I'm the type of girl who...

I'm the type of girl who love to talk.

I'm the type of girl who love to be loved.

I'm the type of girl who love motivation.

I'm the type of girl who love to stalk.

I'm the type of girl who have her own story of life.

I'm the type of girl who can read my customer mind.

by the way this is not my point.

question,

hmm...

I'm watching Mania actually.

and my attention is distracted by that show.

and I forgot what I need to ask.

hergghh.

*knocking on my head

okay to make it simple.

I'm very curious about those who add me in FB on purpose.

different motives. 

to be my friend ?

to be a spy ?

to be my secret admirer ? *aw

to be my boy ? *ew

to be a great stalker? *hurm

there are many types of people out there.

and my best solution,

if I don't like you,

or you annoyed me,

or you keep nagging on your FB,

or you keep say the tuut things on your FB,

or whatever,

I'll unfriend you,

worst,

I'll block you !

yeah.

I'm serious.

oh !

one thing.

this one person,

add me on FB,

and I know it's ON PURPOSES.

on a date with my ex ?

sorry !

I don't bloody care.

showin' off huh ?

what you give, you get back ! ;p

okay.

gtg.

so what if we're PMS-ing?

hey guys.

ever felt toothache ?

hurt right ?

migraine ?

urm..

constipation ?

how about PMS ?

oops.

you are guys.

so you don't know how it feels.

it's like your stomach being stabbed.

sometimes it feels like cramp.

urm.

no other words can explain it.

it just hurt.

I mean very hurt.

too hurt.

that's why we become moody when we're in our period.

why are you complaining ?

you have your mom right ?

sister may be ?

you were born by a woman.

so please.

watch your words when complaining about it.

you never know how it feels.

okay.

let say,

you've got your toothache .

are you still on your mood to smile, laugh or chit chatting ?

I DON'T THINK SO.

same goes to us.

we'll lose our happy mood if we are PMS-ing.

don't blame us if you get screw when you do something wrong when we're on our period.

so..

how to deal with it ?

when we're on our period,

just do what we ask

(but if we ask you to kill yourself, please don't do it. logical thinking is needed here)

and you'll be okay along that week.

is it a smart action when you get angry to us on our 'hard' time ?

no.

because on this situation,

we are very emotional due to hormonal changes.

so please.

be gentle.

treat us like your queen and we treat you as our king !

::happyDays::

boleh nangis sampai puas ?

realizing one thing.

I'm not that talkative anymore.

I was reading my old post just now.

and I miss my old me.

happy go lucky.

mamarazi.

and all about me.

='(

what in my mind

1. my blackberry

2. my license

3. my problems

4. their problems

5. our problems

basically,

it's all about problem.

problem

and problem.

should I think it too much ?

no I don't think so.

I have thousands of reasons to laugh.

but can a single laugh solve the problems?

huh.

I DON'T THINK SO !

should I call Bob The Builder ?

Bob the builder,

can we fixed it ?

Bob the builder,

yes, we can !

you broke it, we fix it !

If Bob in the cartoon is real,

he could fix my problem.

haha

-getting crazier-

problem,

you spin me around,

you make me crazier, crazier !

palis palis.

jangan la jadi gila mae.

on lappy hanya untuk kasi bagus BB.

tapi x mau mengecewakan diri sendiri,

then I pun pilih untuk x kasi bagus.

biar la tu.

huhu

streeeessss !!!

someone !!!!!!

*muka paling kencang di dunia

miss my smile

too much problem to think.

too many responsibility to hold.

and now I'm stress !

semoga x jadi gila.

spending a short time with facebook.

miss my fruities so damn much !

oh.

not to forget about my "bego-bego" JR.

hahaha

t'lampau stress muka trus t'senyum juga ba oleh kebegoan c JR.

sukur laa online kejap ja tadi.

release tension. 

=D

a stupid conversation is enough to make me smile.

thank God I still have them in my life. :')

budi bahasa budaya kita

two incidents to share.

I'm on my way to the market with my bro.

he was driving.

drive..

drive..

and drive..

suddenly,

a girl (I think she is around 16-18) cross the road

without looking left and right.

she was confidently crossing the road.

our car almost hit her.

but she still acting like a boss

with her stupid face.

I think she thought that she is pretty enough to do so.

unfortunately,

she don't.

*even when you look pretty, you don't have the right to do so

nak mati katak ?

second,

I was queueing to pay for my groceries.

suddenly,

a man with his son cut the line.

I don't know whether he is blind or anything else.

what I know,

he looks stupid.

and that's a big mistake to do so in front of his growing son.

his son will follow it !

no manners.

huh.

no wonder lot of youth nowadays don't have civic.

is it because their parents ?

p.s : be a good role model to your children. 

there must be something shiny

searching for something in my cupboard.

but didn't found it.

wonder where did I put it ?

hm.

my amnesia is here again.

duh ~

what if someone find it out ?

what if it gone ?

what if...

what if I never find the 'thing' again ?

never mind.

let it be.

if gone,

then gone right ?

I think I should buy a new one.

hm.

hey hey hey.

if any of you found it,

just take it.

I don't want it anymore.

but if don't,

I believe I'll find it when I don't need it.

ya.

it's always like this.

when you search for it,

when you need it,

when you want it,

it suddenly gone.

but you forget it,

you don't need it anymore,

you buy something new,

and it will suddenly there in front of you.

=.=

is this life ?

I mean real life.

is it ?

tell me it's not.

I'm getting bored in searching for my stuffs.

I never found it !

but never mind.

I know I'll get much better than this later.

ya.

later.

huh.

p.s : why so calm ? hurm

sembelit yang x pernah indah

like seriously.

constipation is not my fav.

and never be my fav !

ever !

it hurts me like crazy.

and it makes my whole day become so so so so

uh !

effects of this constipation :

over stress

over emotional

over tempered

over high blood

over and over again

*mengarut

perlu talan ubat-ubatan sampai mampus !

I'm the 90's girl

hey millennium kids !

do you know this singer/band :

Arrow

Scoin

New Boyz

Westlife

A1

Boboy

Boyzone

Spin

Nsync

or these songs :

Andang cintaku menyala

Tuju tuju rindu

 Sejarah mungkin berulang

Ready or not

Like a rose

Flying without wings

Bila cinta di dusta

nerh ~

you don't know kan ?

fyi,

saya dibesarkan dengan lagu2 dan band2 di atas.

and  I miss that moment so much.

the busyness of a daughter and sister

mom ?

outside country.

she is on her way to "umrah".

I'm the eldest in the house now.

big bro is working.

big sis is studying.

and I have a very big responsibility.

as a daughter.

as a sister.

as the one who received the authority of her business.

huh.

tiring weeks.

and now I just came back from Kota Kinabalu.

representing my mom's award.

-congratulation mom-

I'm socializing with those Datuk-Datuk, Datin-Datin and the Orang-Orang Kaya.

wow.

it's fun !

hoho

by the way,

I'm delivering a short speech on that occasion in front of hundreds of people.

not to be so proud about it but thank God I can deliver it in a very confident and calm manner.

have you ever feel the feelings that all the presses are taking your picture?

huh ~

I felt like I'm a superstar.

hahahaha

being interviewed by the press,

huh

macam artis !

kau ada ?

hahahaha

whatever it is,

I proud to have a very successful mother.

keep it up mom !

p.s : the trophy is very the berat ! 

my blackberry keep rebooting itself

I don't know what is going on to my BB.

too much application ?

I don't think so.

I'm trying my very best to 'save' it.

hoho

and I can't text or call with my sugar.

alaaa..

kesian him :(

yang lagi kesian,

the other phone pun xda cas.

no charger.

kesiannya !

hours without handphone.

so sad :(

get well soon BB. 

something is wrong

finish all of my Part 4 exam.

now semester break is starting.

I should be happy right ?

but I guess something must be wrong now.

me ?

yeah.

me.

I just realize something weird recently.

urm.

is it depression ?

I think so.

every night.

I mean every middle night.

I will suddenly get sad.

weird huh?

I will be super duper emotional in every night.

am I going to be crazy?

nauzubillah !

sometimes I feel,

it's on its way.

and it's coming.

very soon.

okay bullshit.

what I mean is,

urm.

duh nothing.

I should be grateful

before continuing my revision,
I take a break by reading some news for today.
I think I'm the only one who had the toughest life.
unfortunately, I'm not.
there are many of them out there suffering because they don't have enough food to consume.
children under 10 years old,
they supposed to be sitting in the school and have an education.
but they don't.
they don't have money and they choose to work.
most of them work in the restaurant - washing dishes.
some of them work as the buruh kasar.
I just can't imagine how would I be if I'm the one who live in their life.
I should feel grateful for having such a beautiful life.
I can eat whenever I want.
I'm in my way to finish my diploma.
I sleep in a very comfortable house.
I still have both of my parents.
I have my lovely siblings.
I have a big family.
and I also have him.
most of the time,
I get what I want.
thanks Allah.

wake me up when this dream is over

mimpi ngeri yang nyata

kadang-kadang kita salah nilai orang.
we choose to make our own conclusion.
we refuse to hear the explanation.
and we make the wrong decision.


sometimes we think that we are totally in love with someone.
but when it comes to problem.
we keep trying to put the blame on them.
we never think what will be the consequences,


"I trust you" is 100 times better than "I love you".
if you heard the bad things about you love one,
what would you do ?
if you really do love him/her,
you'll listen to them.
if not,
then you'll not listen.
worst, you might left them behind.
that would be very hurtful. 
huh


Patient - that is totally not me.


just imagine.
someone threw you away.
just because a small little thing.
which can be handled in a small discussion.
but you don't take that 'small discussion' as the priority.
and you end up with nothing.


after you almost giving up,
with your hopes, wishes and whatever,
they just suddenly come back to your life.


not because you are in love with them,
you can let them enter or leave your life whenever they like.
it is unfair for you.
lupa.
dunia tidak pernah adil.


A little bit appreciation should be fine. 


The scars is still there sweety.
and it will always remain there.

1300-13-1300

I was trying and trying and keep trying to call that number.

from 2024-2055.

but sadly I can't.

and I'm very upset and I'm seriously frustrated.

should I say the f word?

okay.

I don't think so.

I don't know why.

but I think your line must be QUITE BUSY huh ?!

this is the 3rd time.

I repeat.

THE THIRD time where your company doin' S*** to me.

wonder what the first and second ?

first :

one morning.

I call that number to order for our breakfast.

My order was taken on 0816.

they promise us that the order will be delivered within 45 minutes.

you know what ?!

we were waiting for almost two hours !

I called the number on the 1st hour,

they answered me this

"we are very sorry about that. I will check with the nearest mcD and I have complained about it to our manager"

okay not bad.

and we still waiting for them.

but still.

they don't show up.

then I call the number AGAIN.

and I said

"my family and I have been waiting for 2 hours but our order still haven't delivered yet.I wish to cancel my order"

and the operator apologise 1 more.

what happen next ?

suddenly someone knock on our door.

when I open it,

it is the deliver-boy.

okay.

and I said 

"sorry. I've cancelled this order actually because we've been waiting for almost 2 hours"

and the boy said

"we are really sorry miss.we just get your order on 0930.there is something wrong with our system. I am very sorry miss"

and I just being good to that boy and paid for the bill.

second:

before we started enjoying our meals,

we check the order first.

whether the quantity is more or less.

and once again.

they missed 1 order.

when I see the bill,

I've already paid for the order.

then I call them once more to get the order that they missed out.

see?

how careless they are.

they're trying on my patient actually.

dear owner of the number,

I called because I want to eat your food.

I tried so many time,

because I'm hungry.

but what I get is only f word.

FRUSTRATED.

and I'm not in my mood to read my notes.

it is all because of you !