the story behind today's date

so how to start?

the story of 2008.

where for the first time in my life I think it's hurt to struggle for someone.

the sad part is,

after few years,

no one knows what it feels like except you.

no one appreciate what have you did to be in this "comfortable place".

the longer you've been together,

you should able to understand them more.

that's how it should be.

but what happen now?

everything turns upside down.

and now,

no one wants to put up an effort on it. 

well,

I've done my part so I think it's enough.

when it's not meant to be together,

what else can you do?

have faith in Him.

ciri-ciri orang bikin panas

orang cakap baik-baik dengan dia,

dia buat taik dengan kita.

when you need him the most,

he never there.

he was too busy with his stuff.

orang cakap,

bila dia suka,

dia datang.

bila dia x suka,

dia hilang.

I don't appreciate this type of people.

satu lagi.

when you ask 

"are you playing games?"

he replied

"no,i'm not"

after a while,

"yes, I'm playing games"

fu boy.

menyampah I.

bye selfish

simple but perfect

hey !

it's been a long time not updating this Mr. Blog.

I don't have class for every Thursday so I just sit in front of this blue lappy,

and write something in this blog.

so what's the story?

well..

I saw in my FB timeline,

in my twitter timeline,

lot of them keep saying about truth and lie.

about trust.

about relationship.

about friendship.

about scandal.

ops.

in my humble opinion,

if you want to see whether the one who is talking to you is saying the truth /not,

communicate with him/her face to face.

see his/her body language and keep focusing on his/her eyes.

but for me,

I think I don't have to do this because I'm good in lying so I know when people lie.

some saying says "A lie will not work with liar"

how about trust?

once they lie to you,

never trust them.

if your boyfriend lie to you,

you don't need to push yourself to trust them.

'cuz real man didn't lie to his girl.

what else?

relationship?

I think I shouldn't talk about this 'cuz I don't believe in this anymore.

friendship?

yes friendship.

we need friends.

to listen our problem.

to help us.

to teach us.

to laugh with us.

to spend our time together.

ya that's friendship.

I think I love friendship more than relationship.

if you fight with your friends,

you'll okay few minutes later.

but when you fight with you boy/girl,

both of you will not talk to each other anymore.

so girls,

don't find a boy to be your boyfriend.

find a man.

boys love you 'cuz there's something that they need from you.

man need you in his life 'cuz they love you.

so be smart.

don't let love make you blind.

::Love Myself So Much::

the annoying moment

Perasaan yang menyakitkan hati bila tiba-tiba ingat di rumah.
Mom, I'm homesick.
huhu
a very busy semester.
and a very tiring sem.
baru second week and I'm like "can I do this?"
Oh Lord,
give me strength to face this.
I wonder when I have free time to go back to my hometown.
seriously, I miss them so much.
I miss my family !
mamyyyy, take me home !!!!

waking up too early

Mr A is on his way to his uni.

and I'm waking up on 4 in the morning.

that's weird !

I don't want to waste my time so I decided to do some research about our group project.

it's about designing a wedding package.

sound like interesting but it's kinda hard.

huh.

never mind.

this is the last semester before we go to our practical training.

and now I'm facebook-ing, twitter-ing

and also updating this blogg !

I have 16weeks for this semester.

it kinda long sem.

because we only have 14weeks in the previous sem.

I hope I can manage my time wisely.

-okay. motivating my own-self.-

by the way Mr. A,

I think this is nonsense.

you know why ?

cuz I miss you !

-.-

huh

missing you is the most annoying feelings ever !

oh hey boo !

you should bring me dozen of roses next time.

eh ?

no no no.

I think beads pillow is more interesting.

hurmmm...