jangan pernah menyusahkan orang awam

suka minum minuman beralkohol ?

cara paling baik,

cari tempat yang bukan awam.

seperti di rumah sendiri,

dapur sendiri

atau di pub pub.

sila jangan minum arak di taman bunga !

taman-taman itu bukan tempat minum arak !

rasional ?

itu menyusahkan orang awam !

lagi satu,

bila sudah mabuk,

kau rasa ni dunia kau yang punya.

walhal bukan milik kau pun !

kau melintas jalan raya macam kau ada bayar roadtax.

baru kau buat muka kebal lagi !

phui !

if I can hit you without having problem,

trust me,

I WILL !

muka yang hodoh boleh nampak handsome bila berperangai baik,

tapi muka yang hodoh akan lebih lebih extra HODOH bila berperangai BURUK !

kau la paling pakej boy. muka bida, moginum lagi, trip kabalan lagi.

fffffuuuu

I'm the type of girl who...

I'm the type of girl who love to talk.

I'm the type of girl who love to be loved.

I'm the type of girl who love motivation.

I'm the type of girl who love to stalk.

I'm the type of girl who have her own story of life.

I'm the type of girl who can read my customer mind.

by the way this is not my point.

question,

hmm...

I'm watching Mania actually.

and my attention is distracted by that show.

and I forgot what I need to ask.

hergghh.

*knocking on my head

okay to make it simple.

I'm very curious about those who add me in FB on purpose.

different motives. 

to be my friend ?

to be a spy ?

to be my secret admirer ? *aw

to be my boy ? *ew

to be a great stalker? *hurm

there are many types of people out there.

and my best solution,

if I don't like you,

or you annoyed me,

or you keep nagging on your FB,

or you keep say the tuut things on your FB,

or whatever,

I'll unfriend you,

worst,

I'll block you !

yeah.

I'm serious.

oh !

one thing.

this one person,

add me on FB,

and I know it's ON PURPOSES.

on a date with my ex ?

sorry !

I don't bloody care.

showin' off huh ?

what you give, you get back ! ;p

okay.

gtg.

so what if we're PMS-ing?

hey guys.

ever felt toothache ?

hurt right ?

migraine ?

urm..

constipation ?

how about PMS ?

oops.

you are guys.

so you don't know how it feels.

it's like your stomach being stabbed.

sometimes it feels like cramp.

urm.

no other words can explain it.

it just hurt.

I mean very hurt.

too hurt.

that's why we become moody when we're in our period.

why are you complaining ?

you have your mom right ?

sister may be ?

you were born by a woman.

so please.

watch your words when complaining about it.

you never know how it feels.

okay.

let say,

you've got your toothache .

are you still on your mood to smile, laugh or chit chatting ?

I DON'T THINK SO.

same goes to us.

we'll lose our happy mood if we are PMS-ing.

don't blame us if you get screw when you do something wrong when we're on our period.

so..

how to deal with it ?

when we're on our period,

just do what we ask

(but if we ask you to kill yourself, please don't do it. logical thinking is needed here)

and you'll be okay along that week.

is it a smart action when you get angry to us on our 'hard' time ?

no.

because on this situation,

we are very emotional due to hormonal changes.

so please.

be gentle.

treat us like your queen and we treat you as our king !

::happyDays::

boleh nangis sampai puas ?

realizing one thing.

I'm not that talkative anymore.

I was reading my old post just now.

and I miss my old me.

happy go lucky.

mamarazi.

and all about me.

='(

what in my mind

1. my blackberry

2. my license

3. my problems

4. their problems

5. our problems

basically,

it's all about problem.

problem

and problem.

should I think it too much ?

no I don't think so.

I have thousands of reasons to laugh.

but can a single laugh solve the problems?

huh.

I DON'T THINK SO !

should I call Bob The Builder ?

Bob the builder,

can we fixed it ?

Bob the builder,

yes, we can !

you broke it, we fix it !

If Bob in the cartoon is real,

he could fix my problem.

haha

-getting crazier-

problem,

you spin me around,

you make me crazier, crazier !

palis palis.

jangan la jadi gila mae.

on lappy hanya untuk kasi bagus BB.

tapi x mau mengecewakan diri sendiri,

then I pun pilih untuk x kasi bagus.

biar la tu.

huhu

streeeessss !!!

someone !!!!!!

*muka paling kencang di dunia

miss my smile

too much problem to think.

too many responsibility to hold.

and now I'm stress !

semoga x jadi gila.

spending a short time with facebook.

miss my fruities so damn much !

oh.

not to forget about my "bego-bego" JR.

hahaha

t'lampau stress muka trus t'senyum juga ba oleh kebegoan c JR.

sukur laa online kejap ja tadi.

release tension. 

=D

a stupid conversation is enough to make me smile.

thank God I still have them in my life. :')

budi bahasa budaya kita

two incidents to share.

I'm on my way to the market with my bro.

he was driving.

drive..

drive..

and drive..

suddenly,

a girl (I think she is around 16-18) cross the road

without looking left and right.

she was confidently crossing the road.

our car almost hit her.

but she still acting like a boss

with her stupid face.

I think she thought that she is pretty enough to do so.

unfortunately,

she don't.

*even when you look pretty, you don't have the right to do so

nak mati katak ?

second,

I was queueing to pay for my groceries.

suddenly,

a man with his son cut the line.

I don't know whether he is blind or anything else.

what I know,

he looks stupid.

and that's a big mistake to do so in front of his growing son.

his son will follow it !

no manners.

huh.

no wonder lot of youth nowadays don't have civic.

is it because their parents ?

p.s : be a good role model to your children. 

there must be something shiny

searching for something in my cupboard.

but didn't found it.

wonder where did I put it ?

hm.

my amnesia is here again.

duh ~

what if someone find it out ?

what if it gone ?

what if...

what if I never find the 'thing' again ?

never mind.

let it be.

if gone,

then gone right ?

I think I should buy a new one.

hm.

hey hey hey.

if any of you found it,

just take it.

I don't want it anymore.

but if don't,

I believe I'll find it when I don't need it.

ya.

it's always like this.

when you search for it,

when you need it,

when you want it,

it suddenly gone.

but you forget it,

you don't need it anymore,

you buy something new,

and it will suddenly there in front of you.

=.=

is this life ?

I mean real life.

is it ?

tell me it's not.

I'm getting bored in searching for my stuffs.

I never found it !

but never mind.

I know I'll get much better than this later.

ya.

later.

huh.

p.s : why so calm ? hurm

sembelit yang x pernah indah

like seriously.

constipation is not my fav.

and never be my fav !

ever !

it hurts me like crazy.

and it makes my whole day become so so so so

uh !

effects of this constipation :

over stress

over emotional

over tempered

over high blood

over and over again

*mengarut

perlu talan ubat-ubatan sampai mampus !

I'm the 90's girl

hey millennium kids !

do you know this singer/band :

Arrow

Scoin

New Boyz

Westlife

A1

Boboy

Boyzone

Spin

Nsync

or these songs :

Andang cintaku menyala

Tuju tuju rindu

 Sejarah mungkin berulang

Ready or not

Like a rose

Flying without wings

Bila cinta di dusta

nerh ~

you don't know kan ?

fyi,

saya dibesarkan dengan lagu2 dan band2 di atas.

and  I miss that moment so much.

the busyness of a daughter and sister

mom ?

outside country.

she is on her way to "umrah".

I'm the eldest in the house now.

big bro is working.

big sis is studying.

and I have a very big responsibility.

as a daughter.

as a sister.

as the one who received the authority of her business.

huh.

tiring weeks.

and now I just came back from Kota Kinabalu.

representing my mom's award.

-congratulation mom-

I'm socializing with those Datuk-Datuk, Datin-Datin and the Orang-Orang Kaya.

wow.

it's fun !

hoho

by the way,

I'm delivering a short speech on that occasion in front of hundreds of people.

not to be so proud about it but thank God I can deliver it in a very confident and calm manner.

have you ever feel the feelings that all the presses are taking your picture?

huh ~

I felt like I'm a superstar.

hahahaha

being interviewed by the press,

huh

macam artis !

kau ada ?

hahahaha

whatever it is,

I proud to have a very successful mother.

keep it up mom !

p.s : the trophy is very the berat ! 

my blackberry keep rebooting itself

I don't know what is going on to my BB.

too much application ?

I don't think so.

I'm trying my very best to 'save' it.

hoho

and I can't text or call with my sugar.

alaaa..

kesian him :(

yang lagi kesian,

the other phone pun xda cas.

no charger.

kesiannya !

hours without handphone.

so sad :(

get well soon BB. 

something is wrong

finish all of my Part 4 exam.

now semester break is starting.

I should be happy right ?

but I guess something must be wrong now.

me ?

yeah.

me.

I just realize something weird recently.

urm.

is it depression ?

I think so.

every night.

I mean every middle night.

I will suddenly get sad.

weird huh?

I will be super duper emotional in every night.

am I going to be crazy?

nauzubillah !

sometimes I feel,

it's on its way.

and it's coming.

very soon.

okay bullshit.

what I mean is,

urm.

duh nothing.