there must be something shiny

searching for something in my cupboard.

but didn't found it.

wonder where did I put it ?

hm.

my amnesia is here again.

duh ~

what if someone find it out ?

what if it gone ?

what if...

what if I never find the 'thing' again ?

never mind.

let it be.

if gone,

then gone right ?

I think I should buy a new one.

hm.

hey hey hey.

if any of you found it,

just take it.

I don't want it anymore.

but if don't,

I believe I'll find it when I don't need it.

ya.

it's always like this.

when you search for it,

when you need it,

when you want it,

it suddenly gone.

but you forget it,

you don't need it anymore,

you buy something new,

and it will suddenly there in front of you.

=.=

is this life ?

I mean real life.

is it ?

tell me it's not.

I'm getting bored in searching for my stuffs.

I never found it !

but never mind.

I know I'll get much better than this later.

ya.

later.

huh.

p.s : why so calm ? hurm