kelemahan diri ini..

I smurfly don't have any ideas how to start this..

I once had him for 2 years..

I've tried to get him back..

not for a month, two months or three months..

but for a year..

I almost think giving up..

but I can't..

I don't know why..

dia tiba-tiba muncul..

saya x tau mau buat apa..

I'm taken..

at the first month,

looks like he doesn't care..

I'm sick of hurting others feeling..

am I still love him ?

or just the memories that I can't let go ?

Ya Rabbana..

please guide me..

orang yang saya kenal bertahun-tahun..

atau orang yang saya kenal baru beberapa bulan ?

honestly..

when I received your text..

I realize that I always smile for no reason..

ini buat saya confuse..

tersangat confuse..

dear cinta..

you cakap you mau berubah..

you did it..

walaupun x banyak..

at least you have the effort..

tapi sayang..

orang lain semakin hari semakin sayang..

kenapa saya x ?

dan bila you layan I begini..

dia tiba-tiba datang..

and tell me know what should I do ?

betul..

saya bingung..

bingung sangat-sangat..

dear past..

kenapa kau datang sekarang ?

kenapa x dari dulu ?

I didn't blame it on you..

saya tau saya salah..

tapi kenapa sekarang ?

lepas 1 tahun lebih..

itu rasa baru mau hilang..

kau buat dia timbul balik..

p/s : dear fruities.. if you read this, please don't mention this on fb.. help me..=(